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thunderbreathingdragoncat replied to your post: i used to feel weird not going out on weekends…..

going out tonight sucks anyway! everything is overcrowded and disappointing. are you kissing goober at midnight cuz i’m having a three way kiss with my cats.

haha yeah that’s what i was thinking, and the roads are super bad tonight so i’m happy to be safe! 

and at midnight i think i’ll be sleeping so uhhhhh idk 

i used to feel weird not going out on weekends.. but i thought about it, and i do a lot of stuff during the week so why does it matter if the night i stay in ends up being on a saturday or.. new year’s eve… haha. i suck but i’m into it.

things are pretty stressful for me right now as my work is trying to fire me.

well, kind of.

there are some employees who really don’t like me, and the fact that i don’t care to try and make them like me makes them dislike me more.

there is a new manager who doesn’t like me.

i have worked with her like 3 times and the second time she called me into the office with the other manager and confronted me about how she has ‘never seen [me] smile’ …what? seriously, okay.

so it’s just annoying.

another thing is that i never work mornings as i am not really a morning person, and they know that.

she scheduled me for 8:00 AM tomorrow.

i’m sure she was thinking that i’d be super tired and crabby and do a horrible job at work then she’d have a ‘reason’ to fire me, but i’m just going to stay in tonight so i can be sure to be rested.

i just don’t like working there.

i have been really sad there lately, i get to work and just get so anxious that i just physically can’t talk to people without sounding like i’m about to implode.

i have set up an appointment with my boss to talk about things, but i just think it might be time to look for another job.

i can never stay in one place for too long.

i don’t think the restaurant business is working out for me.

i hate people, so…

do you guys have a job that you think i’d be good at in mind? halp??

i don’t know why people get so amped on the new year.

it’s like one day, the other 364 days are what makes it count.

i’m spending my night cleaning my room of everything i don’t need and putting it in a box to donate to charity.

it’ll be a big project- but why not start the year off with a nice clean slate. 

:]

i hope everyone has fun tonight!

don’t get in a car wreck though as it’s really bad out :[

be safe k.

the total for dinner was $51 I paid the dollar. because I’m a good housewife.

drinking water out of a gallon jug while wearing a cashmere sweater.

i think i’m going to spend tonight doing my favorite things

eating cookies and sleeping

YEAH PARTYIN!!!!!

the Wendy’s drive through guy said it was great to see me.

I’m not sure how I feel about that.

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